the first time ever i saw your face

one year ago today, I left the waiting room of the children’s hospital where my baby niece just came out of open heart surgery.  I drove to our county dhs office and prayed that 5 specific files had been delivered.  we had said “yes” just a few days before after receiving the call about our kids.  here is my first glimpse of my kids…their picture atop a large stack of papers, secretly snapped with an ancient cell phone and texted to their daddy.  I printed a few copies and carried them around like a blurry ultrasound picture.

a proud mama indeed.

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Published in: on May 4, 2012 at 11:53 pm  Leave a Comment  

Project Simplify 2012, Week 2, Kitchen Decluttering

simplemom.net is hosting a spring cleaning challenge called Project Simplify.  I’m jumping in during week 2…Pantry, Fridge, and General Kitchen Organization.  I took an ambitious amount of before photos on Monday.  Then I had a lot of fun with my kids all week.  I did manage to tackle a couple of areas in the wee hours of Friday night/Saturday morning.

My kitchen is tiny. That’s not a complaint.  It’s not an overstatement.  It’s a fact.  The dishwasher and stove are on opposite walls.  It is not possible to have both the oven door and the dishwasher completely open at the same time.  The doors hit each other.  Tiny, I tell you.  One of our best investments for kitchen storage was a large wire shelf.  It serves as the pantry.

And what an open mess it is! I really hate that it gets so cluttered.  Kids get into things they shouldn’t.  Food gets lost, then wasted.  The very limited kitchen storage is not well utilized when things are in such disarray.

But, oh.  When I emptied the shelves and loaded them up in an orderly fashion.  Beauty.

I think my husband even used the word awesome.  There is still some work to be done, but what an improvement!

 

Because we have so little counter space, the flat stovetop and dishwasher become work and storage areas as well.  To a fault.

Dishes waiting to be put away, medicine box left out after a hasty rummaging event, random snack foods and evidence of our soda addiction.

Nothing too remarkable here.  Unless you consider a clean, flat workspace remarkable. Which I do.

 

Our home is full of insane little quirks.  Many have been removed over the last eight and a half years.  However our kitchen half-wall storage remains.

I reorganized the left side.  You can also see some of the white shelf improvements in these shots.

You can’t see it, but I think you should know that the three jars of spaghetti sauce (previously located under our coat hooks) are now happily at home on their half-wall shelf.  They are united with a fourth jar and appropriately placed next to the pasta bin.

 

The half-walls have upper counterparts.  I improved on just one this week…

 

Yes.  I did remove a box of tea bags, best used before November 2009.  As well as an empty oatmeal box.  Oh, the shame.

There is, however, no shame in purchasing macaroni and cheese in bulk.

 

And finally…the top of the refrigerator.  I began work on the inside, but it is not yet blog-worthy.  Many things reside atop the refrigerator in a home with many small children.  My out of reach places get packed with fun stuff to keep away from the little darlings.

Oh, so random.  I think I would love the visual effect of a refrigerator with nothing on top.  Maybe I’ll make that my end of the month goal.

It is streamlined now.  The family medicines are sorted by adult, kid and everyday use.  Seizure rescue medicine has been relocated from the top of the computer hutch.  Insulin pen needles are collected in a tiny glass vase. Mommy’s ibuprofen is in plain sight. See what I mean…streamlined.

 

I’m nearing the end of my three weeks off for spring break.  I’d love to clean out the refrigerator and do a little more kitchen decluttering before I go back to work.  In the meantime, I’ll keep shifting my eyes to the happy places that are already finished.

Published in: on March 17, 2012 at 11:46 pm  Leave a Comment  

psst.

i really want to write.

but there is always something else that seems is more important.

laundry, dishes, organizing, cleaning, lesson planning–and those are just the things i should do when the kids are asleep.  when they are awake there are things like reading, coloring, stringing beads, dancing, building and hugging that should come before blogging.

my time management is way out of control. worse than normal for me, i think.

lent begins on wednesday. i have several things to cross off of my activity list during this time of Easter preparation.  and a few good things to add. 

i’ll be back to blogging soon.

i have to.

there are too many good things that need to be shared and saved.

hang with me folks…exciting times are ahead! 
well, technically i’m smack dab in the middle of exciting times.  i’m just going to be sharing them again soon!

peace.

Published in: on February 19, 2012 at 11:01 pm  Leave a Comment  

small house love

2 adults

2 part-time teenagers

5 under 5

3 bedrooms

1 bathroom

1 living room

1 kitchen

1100 thoroughly lived in square feet

there are definitely times when i dream of a larger house. our table for 8 (or 10 when needed) barely fits in the dining area of our kitchen.  not including the portable dishwasher or the flat stove top, I honestly have about 10 feet of counter space.  the microwave, toaster and sink occupy more than half of that space.  my nightstand is a file cabinet housing the yet-to-be-organized paperwork that comes with adoption. my dresser is in the living room.  the bed my husband built as his wedding gift to me is in our storage shed.

but, today…today I love our small house.

all five little ones played together in their room today.  all day long, with the exception of a few brief moments.  Daddy and Duncan took turns supervising for most of the day.  I took an evening shift.  there were some occasional sibling squabbles, and at least one new bruise.  but overall, a successful day of playing together.  i spent most of the day doing laundry, pausing to fix meals, clean up after meals and remind children to go to the potty.

it wasn’t until after dinner this evening that i spent some time in the kids’ room.  all five little ones share a bedroom. we have two sets of bunkbeds and a toddler bed.   two chests of drawers contain clothes, one is filled with diapers and wipes.  toys are stored in bins under the bed and in the top of the closet for the most part. it gets cluttered, but not terribly messy.  they have room to play and room to sleep.

and so this evening, as I was laying in the bottom bunk with my Kindle, my kids played quietly occasionally asking for help with a toy and often piling on top of me to play.  I realized that our situation is unusual and wonderful.  My “too small” house is home to five siblings previously separated by many miles.  They spent the day playing together, under the loving and watchful eye of their parents and big brother.  Not in a giant house with separate bedrooms and a playroom.  Not upstairs while their mom cooked dinner.  Not monitored by an electronic device.  Even with all of their new Christmas toys, their most chosen form of entertainment: putting on one another shoes and walking around their room.  Or putting their baby dolls to bed.  Or pretending to be in trouble and making each other apologize to Daddy.  Simply playing together (and creating some occasional messes leading to unplanned bathtime).  Together.

My children are home.  And at this very moment, this is the perfect house for us all.

Published in: on January 1, 2012 at 11:56 pm  Comments (2)  

Being Thankful..November 3

Coworkers who are friends, and love my children. All 5 little ones were running around my classroom this evening. People stopped by just to see how cute they are. We sure picked out some good ones! ; )

Published in: on November 3, 2011 at 11:52 pm  Leave a Comment  

Being Thankful…November 2

Girls’ Night Out–speech therapy, pick up a prescription, come home and eat cake in Mommy’s bed. Thankful for time with my girls while Daddy and the 6 brothers went to church!

Published in: on November 2, 2011 at 10:34 pm  Comments (2)  

Being Thankful…November 1

Having just finished up the first holiday of the season with my five little monkeys, I am going to spend a moment during every day in November to pause and be thankful.

Today I am thankful for Stillwater and the wonderful memories created there–dating my husband, visiting friends, meeting my children, and all of that beautiful orange. :)

Happy November!

Published in: on November 1, 2011 at 10:40 pm  Comments (2)  

Dear Blog,

I miss you.  Perhaps we can schedule a time together soon.  There are so many things to talk about.  Small children and big progress; crazy, messy, music-filled house; family far and near; teaching; big brothers; supportive, helpful and nearly-perfect husband; cool weather; dirt; hugs and kisses.

Yes. Let’s get together soon.

Published in: on September 22, 2011 at 11:09 pm  Comments (1)  

Sometimes it’s hard…but totally worth it

Sometimes raising 5 children under the age of 5 is hard…

Sometimes I discipline more than I play

Sometimes I spend more time folding laundry than I do reading books

Sometimes (during the hottest summer EVER) I spend all day inside my house and still get sweaty (and maybe a little cranky)

Sometimes it takes them a really long time to fall asleep at night

Sometimes they wake up too early

Sometimes cereal gets spilled

Sometimes cereal gets spilled twice in the same morning, by the same kid

However…

Wednesday tells me he loves me, even when I don’t ask him to say it.  He tells me he misses me, even when we’ve spent the whole day together.  Sometimes, he holds my face in his tiny three year old hands and kisses my cheeks, my nose and my mouth.

Friday says, “Mom-Mom” in the cutest voice ever.  Ocassionally he is looking at “Dad-Dad” when he says it.  And he wears onsies and cute pajamas.  He is becoming more cuddly and more attached every single day.

Monday talks. all. the. time.  He laughs, especially at his twin sister.  He wants to do things by himself.  Except when he says “Come here, Momma.”  Kitchen sounds like chicken when he talks, and he cracks up if Daddy asks him if Momma is really in the chicken!

Tuesday doesn’t want to be by herself, and sometimes comes to bed with Mommy and Daddy in the early hours of the morning.  She loves baby dolls, which sometimes have to go to time out.  Spitting is the usual infraction.  When she is excited, she jumps around and grins.  One time she got very excited…because she saw a picture of her daddy.

Thursday’s hair is soft and wavy and blooms beautifully in a small ponytail on top of her head.  She hugs new people when she meets them and squeezes me tight when I pick her up.  She loves to read books and turns it outward like a teacher so everyone can see the pictures.  She almost always gets in trouble for playing with her milk cup at the table.

And so, sometimes it’s hard…

…and it’s totally worth it.

Published in: on August 11, 2011 at 11:15 pm  Comments (2)  

Mommy moment

My three year old twins will start preschool on Wednesday and I’ve already cried a few tears.

Published in: on August 4, 2011 at 11:12 pm  Leave a Comment  
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